You're nothing..

..and everyone hates you.

I'm not overly cynical all the time; I just find the worst in the people before I find any good. Walking through the halls I can categorize everyone into cynical groups. You have your occasional asshole, the prick, the bitch, the jackass and on top of the pyramid - me. Yes, I am on top of the goddam pyramid of "assholes" but I don't give a fuck. I'm up here for a reason. Who else would be? Certainly not you. No you're perfect in every way - according to you. Nothing you do is wrong and nothing I do is right. So why bother? We both know the ending, it's been played a thousand times over. We are after all only repeating history. This is no myriad of options, no picture of a thousand words, no this is the present. It always has been and it always will be.

-That jackass who would pay to watch you fall.

Satire, Mood Swings and Insanity

Lately I've been having these weird ass mood swings. No joke, I wake up really shitty and by the time I arrive at school I'm as giddy as a school girl. I don't understand and I won't try. I just roll with the punches anyways. However, I really wish I could understand how everyone else thinks. It would be great. I wouldn't have to wonder why people do dumb ass things. I would just know and know, more so, that they were in fact dumbasses. But let's be honest with ourselves here, we're all insane. I'm fucking insane. YOU'RE fucking insane. Get over it, accept it and move on. Insanity is just another way to separate those who think from those who don't. I think, I think a whole damn lot. Honestly though, I am fucking insane. I find joy in finding the faults in people, I like to criticize everything and everyone and to be quite frank no one else uses their goddam head.

But I roll with punches anyways, because there's no use in trying to fix everyone. So take your damn chill pills and sit the fuck down. I can't see the board.

Really?

I figured at some point someone would read this and flip out at all the explicit word choice I use. I also figured I should tell that person to get over it since this is how the world turns and they'd better get used to it. Anyways onto my writing [typing] for the day.

My "shot in the dark" with Religion vs Science


Eventually someone is going to realize that without religion a lot of wars wouldn't have been started. The Crusades, and Israel and its hatred of practically every Muslim nation. Honestly though without religion the world would probably suck. No one would know what to do with themselves when they couldn't explain it with science and the world would most likely end due to science. Not everything can be answered with science and the same is true with religion. So continue to hide behind your God and hide behind science with the questions you can't answer, and feel warm and safe because it's easier to hide and not question.



-A Cynical A**hole.